Sunday, November 26, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i have not forgotten

i told a friend that i'll hold a barbie (BBQ) if i come back for good early next year, if i pass all my subjects. so here's my word that Insya'Allah, i'll hold the barbie once i get my 'new' life's momentum going on smoothly. if i forget, then do remind me. if u remind me and i say i've already held it, then sorry eh.... i kan pea brain. heeh!

on the other note, the friend is here for a week. i'm praying very hard that he won't irritate me (he has a knack to do that, consciously or unconsciously, really). and i'm also praying very hard that it wouldn't be a boring and disappointing trip because i'm no boring person hokay (well at least i think not la).

and i realise that i haven't been putting up photos for quite some time. hmmmmm.... soon la. nothing that i think would be of interest for the time being, unless u want to see the cutest, most adorable photos of my cat in action (read: SLEEPING).

*grinz*

jules jembu is baaack!!

okay dah, bye!

PS: thanx su! (malas nak reply at tag board la. heh!)

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

its not just getting there

okay... gotta admit that i wasn't too pleased with my grades. well.. not pleased at all. but i saw this badge that explaymate gave me...

its how you get there.

that made me kinda proud of myself a little bit. a little bit only la.

ADDor not, dyslexia or not, i've never asked for any extensions for my assignments during my course. i've never taken an MC (or a doctor's certificate as they call it here) just to get some leniency for my exams or use it as an excuse to go for the sub paper. i've never applied for special consideration when i was mentally disturbed or was fasting just so that the markers would take it easy on me or so i can hand in the essays late. i took all my tests on the scheduled day, i didn't crash tutorials that were later than mine just so i can have the extra time to study. last minute or not, i always did my presentations on time (there was once i realised i had a presentation only the evening before it was supposed to be presented!!- and i had decent marks for it too. not good, just decent enough). apart from the 1st year hist paper (think OZ studies and soc103 here), i've never had any help in my assignments either, besides the discussions about the stats assignments.

so there. i earned my cert fair and square. my cousin told me that an aunt said 'i action kalau dah pass' when i said i didn't care if his momma made rendang coz i'm coming back, real soon (sabaria has started the countdown. i don't even know how many more days i've got here). well, seriously, i don't feel any different having the little piece of paper. when i just can't be bothered with you, i just don't bother. so if i'm acting all bitchy and snobby, its not because i passed, its coz i just can't be bothered with you.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

ALHAMDULILAH

my life as an undergrad is OVAH.

thankyou all who prayed for me.
much appreciation.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 6:42 PM < +

oh ma Gawd

its wednesday

oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God


please, just let me pass all my subjects and graduate on the 12th dec 06.


AMIN!

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Monday, November 20, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

frust tonggang terbalek

oh the thought of getting my results on wednesday evening...

excuse me, nature calls (this is what happens each time i think about it).

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Friday, November 17, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

did you know?

having sex (or making love) for at least 20-30 minutes is equivalent to running a mile?

so is that how you skinny mommies stay slim throughout your many many years of marriage? you sexual beings you! heeh!

and u need alot of stamina to actually have sex (or make lurrrrrveeeee) that long, so staying in shape is necessary (well, not really IN shape, maintaining your health as well).

oh, having a sexual 'episode' that long (20-30 minutes) actually burns almost 300 calories.

i don't mind having it often if it makes me healthy!

ps: only if i'm married dad, only if i'm married. and bro, don't be disgusted- i'm just sharing a little too much detail about my thoughts (apart from sharing the wonderful news la).

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i am who i am

You Are 80% Weird

You're more than quirky, you're downright strange. But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:02 PM < +

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i am

i am about to sell almost half of my firniture this friday, in two days time.

i had a bad dream last night that resulted in me waking up with tears in my eyes, and not to mention the crust that had formed because i didn't wipe the tears away and it had dried up- well, i was sleeping.

i dreamt that i had a big fight with my momma (as usual) at home (in bedok) and i wanted to move out. i was about to move out when i relaised that i had no money. i had no job and i cannot afford to pay rent. i was hime alright... but i had no job. then i realised that i came back WITHOUT my degree.... i realised that i screwed up this final semester... and that is getting me really really worried because i REALLY don't think i'll make it this semester (Na'uzubillah!)....

oh you don't know HOW MUCH i want to get through this semester. i really really do. i want to finish off my studies so i can go home and persue whatever that's available... and all i want is to pass la(so once again, pray for me la that i pass this semester please).

and me selling all my things doesn't really seem to be a good idea. i have to pack up everything and there's just too many things to pack! i'd prefer for someone to take over the house but that's just close to impossible at this time- where everyone's leaving (those who got people to replace their houses, are plain lucky- in MY opinion). and well... i've too admit that i'm gonna miss the furniture- or what little is available right now. i put in a pretty huge amount of effort to make this house pretty and comfy and now i've to tear it up in little pieces and selling them all away is such a hassle! i don't know anymore.... its like looking at your pet tearing up your three thousand dollar bag and you couldn't do anything about it (not that i have any 3000dollar bag).

basically;
bad dream (nightmare rather)+tearing apart my house=me not feeling good.

yes, i admit it.....
i am depressed

just a little bit.

i hate packing up.

sigh.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:33 PM < +

Monday, November 06, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

heppi burssday!

 
 
 

there's Milles and me, Milles and some of the boys and Milles with the uni signboard (go figure which is which la)

hope u had a memorable birthday! make-up, laksa (without salt. haha!), friends, THREE surprises!!!! and of course, your camera and shoes!
oh! oh! oh! kueh pusar (chocolate swirl cookies) and honey cornflakes too!

i hope that being here was more of a blessing than a curse for you. hey, at least u now have shopping kakis.... and i can show you where ninewest factory outlet is in sydney! can travel by bus summore! heh!

and while i'm at it, (and also because i gave my word too), i'm gonna do the tag nieceZizah had gived me (this one, for you).

1. single, taken or crushing?
swinging

2. are you happy with your life right now?
i'm friggin worried if i'll pass my final semester or not.

3. when you meet with the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
ahhh... haven't meet yet, so i really don't know.

4. have you ever been heartbroken?
i don't have a heart in the first place.

5. do you believe that there are certain circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
i believe that when u love, u will not be able to bring yourself cheat, at all (yes, yes, i can be really idealistic).

6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you.
i've observed that when one is in love, one will be able to forgive (i can't say for myself though). its hard isn't it? but what would i know? i'm not in love. its something that one who's in love would be able to answer.

7. have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
yearps!- that i don't see myself being married. (but God knows better).

8. do you want children?
i'm fine with not having any. its a great responsibility to be a parent, especially in these times..... so i'll leave it to God. He knows if i can be a good parent or not. and like i told a few people before, i don't see myself as a mother, at least not in the near future.

9. how many?
if i do get children, i'd definitely want more than 1. an only child is a lonely child (that's just MY own opinion). but it all comes round to how capable i am also doesn't it?

10. would you ever consider adoption?
i'd rather be a full time teacher. hah! okay, okay.... i don't know. haven't really thought about it. i'm open to it.

11. if someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?
he doesn't have to say anything. just gimme every bit of his paycheque! muahaha! no la.. no la... he should tell me (and really mean it as well okay!) that he'd want me to be his tai tai (provided that he's able to afford me and stay really really faithful and responsible too). and yes, i aspire to be an educated tai tai (thus the search for a rich old man- really really old one. and rich, of course. old coz there're simply no rich young man around. the rich ones normally herited it from their parents- tak main la).

12. do you enjoy getting into relationships?
friendship relationship? i enjoy building up friendships very much. its hard to find a real friend now. everyone wants to be listened to and not listen. it has to work both ways for me.

13. do you believe in love at first sight?
no. it works for some, it doesn't for others. different people have different ways in which they fall in love. to each, his own.

14. do you believe you can change someone?
i can advise and influence.... but its all up to the person whether that person wants to change or not. but seriously, u CAN change someone- by therapy. but its unethical, so i don't want to. its just not nice.

15. if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Masjid Sultan will do. i love history and that's one of the most historical places in s'pore (where all my family and friends are). and i love the ancient times decor. and Masjid Fatima's women's section is pathetic (as of a few years ago la).

16. do you give in easily when you are fighting?
hell no!

17. do you have feelings for someone right now?
i have feelings for everybody. i like to share my love around- makes people happy. happy people = happy world (so i'd like to think. although you and i know that it can never happen).

18. do you ever wish that you could have had someone, but you messed it up?
fate has our destiny written down already. if things are meant to happen, then let it happen. although i wish that some friendships did not have to go broken (not talking bout people from 2005 here).

19. have you broken a heart?
yeah, many times. i broke the hearts of the pathetic old men who tried to get fresh with me. losers. i want RICH old men, not those under pension!

20. if one day your bestfriend falls in love with the guy that you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
I'll doa to Allah and ask him to spare my heart from being trampled and if its not meant to be for me, then let me take it in my stride and also ask from Him that He would reward me later in paradise or at least with a better payslip (and a better man *grins*).

21. are you missing anyone right now?
i'm missing my daddy very very much la. i miss my momma too. and most of all, i miss my besties loads. *wails*

and this is when i have to tag three people to do this tag. i only have 2 people in mind. that would be
1-Mdm Amelia Emran and;
2-Mister Lowell Bautista.
i know i haven't linked u guys up, i'll do so very soon- when i overhaul my template. and also because u guys have just started blogging! heeh!

PS: i know the both of you will read this! so do it! just do it!

;) 

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:35 AM < +